trust the process. have faith in knowing that everything you have been through, every broken heart, teardrop and crooked smile has undoubtedly brought you exactly where you need to be. here. if you're not happy yet, it's a lesson to learn from. don't give up. make the change you need. if you are happy, don't get complacent. continue to grow, learn, explore, cultivate.
in two weeks I completely turned my life around. I moved out of the luxury shoebox apartment that was suffocating me, and I let go of any pressure I put on myself about who or where I should be. I let my heart do the thinking; no longer letting my over calculating brain command every move. I think I've cracked the secret to happiness.
I'm not saying that i fixed myself, or that my shit is in any way together -- if anything, I'm left with an even bigger mess: a relationship I ended after four years, hurt feelings, betrayal. But I feel like I can inhale without choking. I haven't cried myself to sleep. I smile and my eyes aren't sad anymore.
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